Last night's cell session was a really good time for 'em to reflect and sort things out within themselves.
I can't say that all got breakthrough, as some are still doubting, still struggling and wondering where do we go now.
Somehow, I felt very much unable to pray for my own sheep. As if I... well, the point is, it seemed so hard to pray for my members.
But I guess one thing I'm learning is that by praying for someone else, I don't have to "feel" anything, because God's the one doing the work. Not me.
I think I kinda forget that every now and then.
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I'm really scared right now because of promo results tomorrow.
I want to stand firm on my claim that I WILL PROMOTE. But really, shaking off that nervous feeling that's causing my heart to palpitate faster isn't easy.
But well! I'll stand firm.
No matter what, I'll still say God was faithful. (hehe, so no whining from me despite whatever result I get!)
God is good, all the time.
All the time, God is good.